WhaT's wRoNG??...

Today my life start so wonderfully but everything changes before dawn.. After Asar prayer, i feel so sad and uncomfortable with myself.. everything i do, i feel like there is something wrong.. i try to make myself comfortable by take a nap, watching television n surf blog but that's all doesn't work.. the feel still the same..
while read lyrics Dilema Cinta in sweet qirin blog without notice i cry.. why??.. i don't know maybe it's really touching.. like sweet qirin said in her blog about this song.. my tear drop once again while watching news about 3 years old little girl die because been brutally abuse by her mother boyfriend.. what the hack that man think?? kick that girl like a ball??.. it's so weird when we human in this modern era can do such thing.. so cruel..

Even i cry i still feel the same.. still sad.. sad about something.. something i miss that my heart could feel but my brain can't didn't trace it.. it's really crazy right??.. fell sad without any cause.. am i crazy or depress??.. hhmm i think i just slightly depress.. what??..depress???.. i hope not.. i hope this just another sad weekend for me.. i really hope..